No civilizng hides Our animal impulses.
About Me
. GENDER . Cistrans & Genderqueer. Technically gender apathetic but leaning masc / man-aligned. Xenogender aligned (kenochoric, gore genders, animal genders, vampire genders). Transextrine (Transnull + Transandrogynous) & Transferuval.
More info.. SEXUALITY . Aro bi gay (technically acespec as well but I consider myself more allosexual aligned). Para4Para, NH4NH, and Fictive4Fictive. Consider my attraction animalistic in nature.
More info.. PRONOUNS . Any are fine but I have a heavy preference toward He/She/It & Corpseself + a milder preference toward Fey/Feyr, and Ve/Ver. Heavily dislike they/them compared to the others but don't really care if you use it & I know you.
Do NOT use any fem terms for me. Masc terms only.
. NONHUMANITY . Sanguine Vampire (& Vampirekin), Fae extranth & vaguely canine / alien associated. Miscecanis Iota-Delta (Transalpha).
Do not call me a caninekin / fictionkin, I am a system fictive who kins vampires for exomemory reasons.. PLURALITY . I am the host of a traumaendo (partially) BPD system that is P-DID presenting. We are mutoconscious (monoconscious when fronting but hydroconscious when not) and specutien (frontstuck host that causes the others to only be able to co-front or blur to communicate). I am personally a caretaker and avenger of all trades alongside a host.. DISABILITY / NEURODIVERGENCE . We are physically and mentally disabled. Our main physical disabilities are hEDS and various comorbidities that causes us to be an ambulatory wheelchair user for our health and wellbeing. We also are auDHD and have tourettes, cluster-b personality disorders, and PTSD (that causes some fairly intense psychosis symptoms).
PARA LIST
CW: S/A, Murder, Blood, & Gore Mention
(Narko)Biastophilia
Attraction toward noncon actions (specifically around drugging).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Erotophonophilia
Attraction toward murder.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Anthropophagolagnia
Attraction toward s/a-ing and eating someone in that order.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Aptophilia
Attraction toward grooming others. (Specifically people 11-19)─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Somnophilia
Attraction toward engaging in sexual acts with a sleeping participant.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Ephebophilia / Hebephilia
Attraction toward people aged 11-19.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───
Emapihtophilia / Carnophilia
Attraction toward gore / meat.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Necrophilia
Attraction toward the dead─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Haematophilia / Hemolagnia
Attraction toward blood (including ingestion)─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Auto)Acarophilia
Attraction toward scratching (and being scratched).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Auto)Capnolagnia
Attraction toward smoking (both others and myself).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Piquerism
Attraction toward penetrating the skin of another person with sharp objects.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───
Peccatophilia
Attraction toward sinning─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───Maiesiophilia
Attraction to pregnancy.─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Bary)sadism
Attraction toward inflicting pain on others (including to an extreme amount).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Auto)Lyssophilia
Attraction toward anger (& being angry).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Auto)Odaxelagnia
Attraction to biting (& being bit).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───(Auto)Stigmatophilia
Attraction to tattoos & piercings (including having them).─── ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───
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